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A Journalposted Oct 15th 2007, 12:53AM
Mood: Bored
Music: Enter Shakari: Mothership
Hello All!
I haven't made a journal in a while so I'm just going to ramble about my life lol
Soo.. Uhhh... Life is BORING! I'm constantly meeting new people in school, its pretty crazy
The only thing is I've been feeling lonely lately.. But I don't want to talk about that..
Hmmm.. Well.. If anyone feels like talking to me for no reason go ahead, I don't mind lol
Guess what? I met a new guy, his name is Alan and we really like each other... We just started going out this Thursday and he make me so Happy, hes an Amazing guy that just swept me off his feet. I feel as if I can be myself around him. Its so Great! Life is Good
thats cool you met someone hehe just dont trust to fast k ? umm my life sucks i got hit by a car im in pain and the only girl i love is confusing me and my ex is trying to be my freind again but thats along story heheh
OMG! You got hit by a car? Jeez.. I hope you feel better :]
How is the girl you love confusing you?
Its seems like you have a lot of Drama in your life lol
hahahaha yeah its so gay well i relized the girl i thought i loved was just a like close friend love and i mixed it up with intamate love and the girl i really love is my ex hehehe yeah wierd and yeah im fine i just have to wear a knee brace for awhile and im going to have a scar on my leg but meh its alright how are you ?
Does your ex know how you feel about her? Because if not maybe you should tell her, if you haven't already..
Uhh.. I'm fine, lifes been pretty good ever since I met Alan (my new bf) He thinks I'm sooo perfect, it unbelieveable. I like him a lot its just he thinks I'm the one that he wants to spend the rest of his life with.. And I don't know what I want yet, I'm not sure if I met Mr. Right yet. For me it takes time for me to be really emotionally attached and it does for him to, but he just feels and knows in his heart that I'm the one.
I'm scared that are relationship will end with me saying I'm not sure if your the one for me... I think Alan is almost everything I would want in a guy, but still I have doubts and I don't want to hurt him.. And I'm not saying I want to break up with him because who knows, I could get really attached to him and stay with him, but I don't know... Whats your opinion on this?
well i agree with you because your young and he's young and as much i hate to say it people change i've changed alot since i was 16 till now so has my friends its just everyone changes and sometimes you need to wait its good that he's faithful though but yeah just tell him you need more time to know what you really feel and if he loves you then he'll understand